Reflecting back on this summer, i've realized how much i've changed and how far i've come since june when school let out. NOw normally i would write this in my blog but for some reason i felt that i should share this in my dev art account. Lately i've hit a major artists block hence why there is nonew artwork, but a lot of poetry that has been residing in me has managed to come out, after many years. In regards to some of my poetry some of the emotions/feelings portrayed have since changed since the poetry was written, as have the circumstances under which i was writing them. This summer i've managed to come to terms with a lot of things in my life such as who i am, my fear of death, and the fact that maybe i'm capeable of loing again. Ever since sophomore year i've had a hard time geting to know and trust the new people that would wander into my life. I was too afraid of getting burned or worse letting them in only to have them snatched away by fate. For those of you who met me after my sophomore year; that year was the most emotional and hardest times of my life thus far. My grandmother and uncle, both left my family and i for a better place in the span of two consecutive months, and some old emotional wounds were ripped open. This summer i got to know some very special people who have helped me to come out of my shell once again. So that i might live my life as god intended. I have no regrets for any of my actions, i cherish the good times, and learned from the bad. I'm a heavy believer in fate and that everything happens for a reason. My poetry doesn't alwayz reflect my current emotions or view points, yet i refuse to take it down as it serves to be a reminder to me of where i've come from and where i'm going. To all those people who've ever walked into my life i'm thankful i met you and i will alwayz love you in my own special way. Thank you for accepting me as me and not trying to change me. And remember i'm always there if you need me, never think i'm too busy not to take the time out for the people i love. So thank you once again to everyone and god bless each and everyone of you.